THINGS I COULDN'T
KEEP TO MYSELF.
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“All I know is that when he beckoned, I had to follow him. From that moment, we traveled together. East. Always into the East.”
— Marius - Diablo II
I’ve been working quietly for months. Now I’m about to step out into the world. It feels like I’m standing behind the curtain in a theatre, waiting for it to open. I’m excited, anxious, proud, and a little shy.
Both a joy and a challenge: Mobile Responsiveness
TechnicalReflectiveTechnicalBehind the Scenes
2026-07-075 min read
As a fresh developer, when I start a project, I design desktop first most of the time. Mobile responsivenessMobile responsivenessMobile responsiveness is a web design approach where a site automatically adjusts its layout, images, and navigation to fit any screen size. stays somewhere in the back of my mind until that day comes: “Desktop is done. Let’s focus on mobile now.” But that brings a whole new set of problems.
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8th day without a smoke. Guess it’s happening this time.
Even though I'm depressed as f#@k, I still believe that my best and most exciting days are ahead of me. That's probably what's keeping me going.
Even after 10 years, PsycholinguisticsPsycholinguistics/ˌsʌɪkəʊlɪŋˈgwɪstɪks/Psycholinguistics is the scientific study of the psychological and cognitive mechanisms that allow humans to acquire, produce, and comprehend language. still haunts my dreams. It was the only class I couldn't pass, and I took the make up exam for two years in a row. Sometimes I dream that I'm still struggling to pass it. I have the exam paper in front of me and I have no idea what to write. The feeling of desperation is so real and intense. It's one hell of a nightmare.
PENTAKILL!!!
Whenever you sense the possibility of a penta, just go for it.
That Bel'Veth and Fizz invaded my jungle whole game.
The hardest challenge in my life is consistency. What I want myself to do and what I actually do don’t always match. When I notice that gap, I get depressed. When I’m depressed, I binge-game. When I binge-game, I feel consumed by it. It’s a cycle. What’s worse is seeing the cycle clearly and still feeling unable to break it.
It's scaring me how fast software development has become, especially with AI tools. Earlier this evening, I was just searching whether it was possible to clone my voice. I knew it was already a thing, but I didn't realize it had become this accessible. I found a voice cloning service, created a clone, and integrated it into my app through their API. All in about 30 minutes.
Mind-blowing
New term discovered: Colin Robinsoning
Usage:
“My whole energy is getting drained. This guy is Colin Robinsoning me.”
Funny rating:
10/10 if you know the context.
?/10 if you don’t.
Usage:
“My whole energy is getting drained. This guy is Colin Robinsoning me.”
Funny rating:
10/10 if you know the context.
?/10 if you don’t.I said bang, bang, bangity bang, I said bang, bang, bangity bang! (bang, bang bang) Bang, bang, bangity bang, I said bang, bang, bang, bangity bang! (bang, bang, bang)
How Did My Tattoo Become One of My Worst Regrets?
MixedReflectiveCasual
2026-04-203 min read
I always felt some video games had depth in terms of storytelling. Rather than just being games, they were whole experiences. I was really affected by the story mode of Call of Duty: Black Ops. The player escapes from a prison in Vorkuta along with Viktor Reznov and other imprisoned soldiers. During the escape, Viktor Reznov says: "We are all soldiers without an army. Betrayed, forgotten, abandoned."
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My Second Attempt at Becoming a Developer
InformalReflectiveHonestMotivational
2026-04-0610 min read
After seven years at Apple, I found myself facing a question I’d been avoiding for a long time: was I actually going to become a developer, or just keep talking about it?
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